How to die...

I really don't know how to do it. I wouldn't really dare to try to cut myself and then wait until I'm drained from blood. It would take too long and be way too painful --thus completely failing to achieve the main point of it all: to stop the pain. There's no way out really, not a painless anyway, and if then, not here.

So here I am, seating at the computer, trying to spell my feelings and imprint them into this oblivious meaningless letters, listening to some depressive music, painted my arms with some stupid little lines and...

wait, someone's there. What the hell?

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