This is how it goes

First I'm stupid and fuck up. You tell me you want to be with me. You still have hope.
Then I realise how stupid I was and try to make it up. Now you have it back. And not only back, but better. So what do you do? You tell me you don't want it anymore.
I'm hurt, deeply hurt. My heart and soul severed by your actions until a point where I can't stand it anymore. I can't give you anything more, I get insanely mad and what do you do? You tell me I'm ruining everything and you still had hope with me...

Honestly! How fucked up is that?